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Looking for a glimmer of hope…..

Today is 9dp5dt

I was hoping someone out there had a positive story of a BFN turning into a BFP, that I can grasp onto for some hope.

I’ve searched the internet for hours and hours reading so many helpful forums, blogs and other people’s experiences.
Finding success stories has helped me keep going just a couple more days without completely giving up on this whole process and collapsing into a tight ball in bed. But still……

The answer I seek is not there!

This is so fucking hard! All of it.

Seven days past our embryo transfer I done the first HPT= Negative

Eight days past , tried another HPT = Negative

Now today Nine days past and another HPT done first wee of the morning = Negative

Fuck Fuck Fuck FUCK

Two days away from offical HCG blood test.

There’s no reason for it not to work!
Everything was spot on perfect this time.

I’m hanging on to a spiders web thread of hope.

Wanted to stop all meds today- but hanging into the idea it could still work.
Lounge is where I’ll stay today!